Remember when...

remember when i cried for the 78'th time about the same thing?

remember when you feel like being a hero, or a villian even, and everything is pre-planned and will go right, but- it doesn't?

remember when you try so hard not to let your feelings show but you feel like the other person enjoys seeing you so sad and relinquished within your pitiful emotions about them?

remember when you thought those regrets would never surface again? well, they did. and they still do. and they always- always, will.

basically, our lives are spent thinking about things we wish we could be doing, instead of actually doing them- ever. Our lives are spent knowing how we feel, and knowing how the other person feels, but never actually commiting to those feelings, either way.

remember when i'll read this in approximately...3.7 years and still remember why i wrote it? yea.....